humble me.

I sit here in awe and wonder, and think of how magnificent my Heavenly Father is. He knows my heart, knows what I need and where I need to be going. God knew all along. We, like sheep, have gone astray, and my God calls my name every time I do. Putting my selfish ways aside, I turn around and run towards Him, knowing that his ways are good, and his love fulfilling. It's hard, so hard. Oh but so much joy fills my heart, so much truth enters my ears from His Word, and so much life is given to me through the Holy Spirit!

The past couple of days have brought me a lot of earthly trials, and have caused me unwanted frustration. But the funny thing is, He SHOWS UP in those trials! He never fails! What a beautiful thought to grasp. He loves me, cares for me, and knows the depths of my heart. During these trails, He STILL knows whats good for me. He is STILL a loving and caring Father.

The Lord has humbled me. In a time of stress, emotional distraught, frustration, my Father has calmed my soul. And, even as I continue to fail Him everyday, He will continue to do that. My heart has been so enlightened. AH He is SO good.