I'm worth it to you.

Sometimes I don't understand the plan you have for me. I sometimes wonder why something that you know is right for me can sometimes bring me so much pain. Then again, sometimes I wonder why I ask too many questions.

Tonight, I heard a song at The House. The only words I remember hearing are, "It's going to be worth it."

Such powerful words! I can't even describe the joy that overcame my heart at that moment. Tears came to my eyes, thinking about how you died for me. How every decision that I have made in my life, you have always been the reason. Every good thing I have had to let go, you told me, through that song, it's going to be worth it all.

" Everyone longs to give their lives completely to someone- to have a deep soul relationship with another-to be loved thoroughly and exclusively. But God says, 'No, not till you are satisfied, fulfilled and content with being loved by me alone, with giving yourself totally and unreservedly to me-to having an intense and personal and unique relationship with me alone, discovering that only in me is your satisfaction to be found, will you be capable of the perfect human relationship that I have planned for you.' "